i REALLY NEED you,,,,,,,,,

Looking for LAILATULQADR,,,

Today is the 21st of Ramadhan. Ya Allah,,It’s already the last part of Ramadhan??? It seems like we had just started fasting yesterday,,,Why is the time goes so fast ??There are many things that are not complete yet,,,

Hmm,,, it is an advantage for guys to have 30 days of Ramadhan compare to normal women ,,,,but Alhamdulillah,,,it does not matter,,,as long as we use the time given wisely,,,

Ramadhan is only once a year,,,although this is my 23rd Ramadhan but I’m not sure wether have I got the Lailatulqadar??Adusy,,,,,The night that is better than 1000 months,,,,I wonder,,,,

Honestly,,,I’m definitely sure that the total of my ‘amal jariah’ will never can cover up my SINSSSS,,,,,,Astaghfirullahal’azim,,,,Therefore, I’m desperately need to have this Lailatulqadar,,,,

Ya Allah,,,please,,,,,,,,,let me have it,,,,,,,,,,,,

I’m afraid that this will be my last Ramadhan,,,,please,,, let me have it,,,,,,,

Allah had told us on how we can grab this special, marvelous bonus,,,now, it is all depends on us,,,,

Let’s strive for it,,,,Who ever search for it will get it!!! InsyaALLAH,,,

Amiinn,,,

Al-Qadr-The night of decree

In the name of Allah the MOST GRACIOUS, the MOST MERCIFUL

(1) Verily, we have sent it (this Quran) down in the night of Al-Qadr (decree)
(2) And what will make you know what the night of Al-Qadr is?
(3) The night of Al-Qadr is better than a thousand months
(4) Therein descend the angels and the Ruh (Jabrael) by Allah’s permissions with
all Decrees
(5) Peace (all the night, there is Peace and Goodness from Allah to His Believing
slaves) until the appearance of dawn

Redhakanlah,,,,,,

Astaghfirullahal’azim,,,,Geramnya!!!! Bentakku mengikut perasaan. Kenapa namaku masih lagi di Hospital Serdang sedangkan Prof telah pun memberi lampu hijau kepadaku untuk ke Hospital Selayang. Prof telepas pandang agaknya. Tidak pun, Prof tidak berhajat untuk menunjukkan senarai itu pada hari ini. Namun atas desakan rakan-rakan Prof turutkan sahaja.

Risau menyelubungi. Pesan emak, “ temankanlah Sumayyah di rumah setelah Mundzir pergi nanti” aku sekadar mengangguk . Setuju agaknya. Walaupun pernah terlintas di hati yang “hei,,,mengada-ngada betol!! Nak buat special request plaks!!” aku sendiri pernah terfikir impaknya.

Lantas aku berjumpa Prof sejurus selepas senarai nama itu ditunjukkan.Gundah gulana dibuatnya. Sudah pasti rakan-rakan akan menyedari yang aku memohon agar aku ditukarkan ke hospital lain!

Setelah berbincang bersama Prof, Prof pun menukar namaku dengan rakanku yang mendapat Hospital Selayang. Alhamdulillah,,lega rasanya.

Kemudian setelah dilihat semula senarai nama itu, nama Fatimah tersenarai dalam pelajar yang akan ke hospital Serdang. “Bersalah lah pulak,,,,,,,” Bingung…….Walaupun Prof berkali-kali menyatakan tak pe, hatiku tetap diselubungi rasa bersalah.Tak tahula perlu ke tidak rasa bersalah,,,,

Aku mula pasrah akan keputusan prof pada awalnya yang meletakkan ku di Hospital Serdang. Tidak tahu kenapa semua orang berasa iri hati dengan mereka yang mendapat Hospital Selayang. Apa istimewanya hospital ini?? Sedangkan dahulu ketika di hospital itu, biasa je, sama macam hospital lain,,,

Tiba-tiba, satu SMS diterima “tkah, Hospital Ampang pun dekat je, lbey kuang pg Selayang” aku pun apa lagi, terus mencari rakan-rakan yang mendapat Hospital Ampang. Keliru juga, mengapa lah susah sangat mereka ingin menukar tempat sedangkan mereka semua tidak perlu berulang alik ke rumah!!

‘Atikah, semua orang ada alasan tersendiri. Jangan nak bising pula!!!

Akhirnya, cubaan terakhir. Kak Zu lah si penyelamat. Terima kasih Kak Zu!! Jasamu kan ku kenang!!!Aku Berjaya mendapat tempat di Hospital Ampang yang hanya 30 min jaraknya dari rumah. Terima kasih!!

Mesti ada hikmahnya atas semua yang telah ditetapkan. Aku baru tahu kenapa semua orang teringin sangat ke Selayang. Rupa-rupanya hanya beberapa hospital sahaja yang mempunyai kemudahan-kemudahan untuk CDR, TPN dan TDM. Patutlah,,,,

Tapi, bagi aku segalanya bergantung kepada kita. Kalau hendak belajar, dimana-mana pun boleh belajar. Tidak kiralah di hospital mana pun. Sudah pastinya kita semua akan dapat pengalaman dan ilmu yang berbeza. Oleh itu, redhakanlah dengan apa yang kita dapat. Semoga ‘attachment’ kali ini memberi manfaat kepada semua. Penting sekali, bertukar-tukar cerita kelak!!

InsyaAllah,,,,

Punctuality Campaign,,,,

Alhamdulillah,,,,

Here come some more DOTSSS,,,,

7.03 am : Mc,,,hmmm,,,,mcm best je klo x gi clas ri nih,,en M kan??
7.16 am : aahla,,,ak pon cm x btol je rinih,,,
7.27 am : eip cptla,,, r we goin?? Keje x siap wooo,,,,smlm collapse,,,
7.36 am : mc,,,pg x neh???
7.48 am : x pg,,,zack pon x gi,,,hohooho,,
7.54 am : worite!!

Dengan slumbernye saya, mc & Z mengambil keputusan muktamad untuk tidak pergi ke kelas pada pagi tersebut,,,kemudian bermulala THE MOST MISSERABLE DAY!!!! padan muka siapa suruh PONTENG??

Sedang asyik menyiapkan slide presentation Em M,,,

8.32 am : [yam] eip, Dr W suwoh dtg gaks neh,,,,mengamuksss!!!
8.37 am : Huh?? Benarkah??

All the body systems reacted! Adrenaline rushed,,,palpitation,,,headache,,,constriction of the colon,,,what else?? Cuak btol,,,

“Aduyai,,,baru first tyme nak ponteng da KANTOI!!” Haisy,,,,

8.43 am : [Akma is calling] ; pe nak buat neh,,,,
8. 52 am : [Akma] tkah,,,dtg klas cpt!!!DR W x stat pon clas neh,,, merah je muka
die,,,,
9.00 am : weh,,,tkot la,,, dtg kang mesti lg trok kne,,,,better dtg ke x neh,,,
9.02 am : [Ai] plzz come to class right now!! If u r in d class oredy,,jus ignore dis
msg,,,
Ya Allah,,,serius bebenor Dr W ari neh,,,
9. 05 am : Mc,,,solution??? Nk pg x neh???
9.10 am : [Mc] x yah,,,,Z kte die da cool n class started oredy,,,

Astaghfirullahalazim,,,,lmbt btol Dr W mulakan klas. Salah saya ke?? Hohoho,,,,Satu kelas terkena tempias!! Siapa datang lambat pagi itu semua kena duduk depan dan tulis nama. Mungkin hendak dikenakan tindakan tatatertib agaknya,,,,

Teruknya ahari ini!!!Spoilt the Mood!! Malas nak pergi ke kelas seterunya,,,

Tapi,,gagahkan juga,,,

Sesampainya di DK,,malunya,,,semua org perasan,,,PONTENG!!tkah,,,UNBELIEVABLE,,,nape x dtg td?? Ramai giler org tanya,,,maklumlah,,,FIRST TIME & KANTOI!!! hmm,,,intentionally do not want to come,,,,bad luck,,,

3.45 pm : Sape y x dtg klas Dr W pg td jumpe die @5 @ his rumm..raihan

Adusy,,,,sampai ke petang,,,oleh itu,, dengan rasa bertanggungjawab,,saya bersama mereka yang lain,,setia menunggu Dr W untuk pembalasan,,kerana PONTENG,,,

Lambat betul Dr W nih,,,semua orang mula mengeluh,,,sabarjela,,,

5.38 pm baru Dr W sampai,,,huh,,panjang betol syarahanya,,tapi apa yang disyarahkannya sangat betul,,no Doubt at All!! As a good pharmacist we cannot do any mikstake!! Not once!! Hmm,,,patients life is depend on us,,,hmm,,,,btul kan???

Sebagai denda,,,kami dihendaki menyiapkan satu proposal untuk menjalankan PUNCTUALITY CAMPAIGN,,,pelbagai tindakan perlu di buat untuk memastikan 0% of absentees n late comers!!!

We were stranded there till 7.00pm,,,saba je la,,,,nasib baik ada member tolong belikan makanan berbuka.

Betapa ‘frust’nya Dr W because he felt like he FAILED to teach us,,to be a human,,He said so,,,At that moment, me myself felt really regret on what I have done that day,,,n I was impressed on him also,,,a Chinese guy who is NON muslim could think like that. But me as a MUSLIM who should be much better than him never feel embarrass on what We always did,,We always come late,,We always give excuses,,
(but im not like this,,this is my first time to play truant!)
aduyai,,,,kantoi plaks,,,

Geram betul,,,tapi,,,behind these scenes I have learnt a lot!!

BE PUNTUAL!! Never miss the classes without any reasonable reason!!!
InsyaAllah,,, let us change!!

kenit berkata2,,,

listen carefully,,,
klu hantar ke American Funniest Home video mesti menang!!
wawawawa

Alahai,,,'atikahzahir,,,,

assalamualaikum,,,
get back to your plan 'atikah dearie,,,,,
banyak keje x siap lagi,,,

My cute nephew!

Umar,,,
Kamu sudah besar sekarang,,,
sudah tidak mampu untukku mendukung kame lama2,,,
berat mu semakin berat,,,
kesian ummi kamu,,,
sudah pasti tangannya lenguh,,,
nasib baek kamu punya ayah yang kuat,,,
boleh mendukung kamu dengan gagah,,,

umar,,,
bila besar nanti,,
semoga kamu mampu mendukung ummi dan ayah mu pula,,,
bukan sahaja itu yang perlu kamu dukung kan,,,
dukunglah agama yang utama,,,

semoga kamu membesar dan membesar dengan jayanya,,,
menjadi anak yang beguna,,,
anak yang soleh,,,
insyaAllah,,,,
amiinnn,,,,

DO girls talk more than boys???

Do girls talk more than boys???

What do you think? My first thought was, “Hello, that is totally not true! Who said so??” but after a few more thoughts and few more seconds, ”yeah, maybe that ‘s true” Do I talk a lot?? I wonder……………

There are many opinions on this statement. Women talk a lot because…we read alot too!! Hence, we have many things to be shared. Therefore, we need to talk! I luv this..Thumbs up!!

What’s the truth huh? Is that right??

Wokeh, here is the truth of the truth. Absolutely right! Women talk more than men. Based on a study done by Dr. Luan Berzenchi, a female psychiatry, she found that women talk THREE TIMES much more than men! We can talk a bout 20000 words in a day compare to men who can just talk about 13000 words. Believe it or not??

But don’t worry girls, there is a scientific explanation behind all these things! FYI, in the mothers’ womb, the mens’ brain were developed with the influenced of the large amount of TESTOSTERONE compare to us. The presence of TESTOSTERONE caused the communication, emotion and also memory of men brain reduce gradually, in the unborn baby boy.

No wonder why, they may not easily remember some important dates. Somehow they may not even remember their own birthday!!

In a simpler way, women have 8 superhighways in the brain for all these three processes compare to men who just have a small country road! =)

Besides that, testosterone may also reduce the size of men brain that involve in hearing allowing them to become ‘DEAF’ sometimes. Girls, be patience.

Today, we can easily judge this statement whether it is true or not. First, there are many women lecturers compare to men. Second, there are many TV host and DJ who are women. Third, during my school years, there are more girls debaters compare to boys! There are many other things.

So, what can we do about it?

As women, who have the ability to talk a lot, try to talk about the beneficial things. Avoid ourselves from wasting time on chatting about anything that is no benefits for anybody. Try to control all the words that can come out from our incredible mouth.

There is a phrase to be share
“ True friends are; when we see them, we remember ALLAH, when we listen to them, we remember the day after”. Thus, girls let us use the precious characteristic to become the truest friend ever!! insyaAllah.

For men, believe me. Behind all the special talent among us (well talented without need any trainings!), there are lots of benefits for the whole wide world. From a talkactive mother , come the well nurtured children, from a talkactive lecturers come the well trained pharmacists! So just accept it. WOMEN TALK MORE THAN MEN.

But remember, there are 4 things that we can’t recover,
1) Stone after it’s throw
2) Occasion after the lose
3) Time after it’s gone
4) WORDS AFTER IT IS SAID!

Think carefully before say anything!!